This post is long overdue. There have been a bunch of changes in our lives in the last year.
ASD diagnosis
On February 2nd Robbie received his autism spectrum disorder diagnosis. I was expecting the diagnosis and was still surprised when they said autism. Having the diagnosis explains so much. I have done a lot of reading and trying to understand how this affects our family.
Homeschooling
In August we had enough of the school not following his IPP and decided to homeschool. It really wasn't a snap decision although it may seem like it. We have wanted to homeschool since day 1, now the timing was right. We are just finishing our first week of homeschool and it is going well.
Friday, September 11, 2015
Almost a year has gone by.....
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Saturday, September 20, 2014
One Year
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Moments so dear
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
How do you measure-measure a year
In daylights- in sunsets
In midnites- in cups of coffee
In inches- in miles
In laughter- in strife
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
How do you measure a year in the life
How about love
How about love
How about love
Measure in love
Seasons of love
Seasons of love
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Journeys to plan
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
How do you measure the life
Of a woman or a man
In truth that she learns
Or in times that he cried
In bridges he burned
Or the way that she dies
Its time now to sing out
Tho the story never ends
Lets celebrate
Remember a year in the life of friends
Remember the love
Remember the love
Remember the love
Measure in love
Seasons of love
Seasons of love*
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Tuesday, August 12, 2014
Robin Williams and Me
I have never met Robin Williams and I never will. So why the title? Robin Williams has always been one of my favourite actors. I love him both in comedy roles and dramatic roles, there will be no new movies.
Yesterday Robin Williams gave into his severe depression and committed suicide. I have cried over this. I have never cried over a celebrity's death before. I talked to Sean about it tonight. I wasn't really crying over Mr Williams death but for my own brush with attempted suicide. I know how deep depression can deceive you saying that life is not worth living. How you are alone in the world. How there is no hope. I was there a year ago.
I fought and tried to get help. Getting help was not easy and it was really not until I intentionally over-dosed that I got the help I needed. At the time of my OD I really did want to die as that was the only way I could see my pain ending. I did not want to hurt Sean and Robbie but the pain was too much. I gave into the pain, luckily I survived with little injury to myself.
I am not the same person I was a year ago. A year ago I could not imagine that I would be where I am now. It has not been an easy journey and I will always have bad times but now I have more skills to deal with the pain.
Mr Williams, I am sorry that you had to give into the pain. My tears are not for you but I do wish you peace.
Robin Williams career
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Friday, April 4, 2014
Housemate
For the next few months Sean and I are landlords. We have an older male staying with us for a few months. It will be interesting to have another adult here. We moved Robbie upstairs and my sewing room downstairs where Robbie's room used to be. Lots of changes but the additional money will help.
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Thursday, January 16, 2014
Cubs
Today I was invested into Cubs (gave my promise). I was called as the assistant Cub leader at the end of December. Robbie was really excited to have me as a leader. I met with the leader and we planned out the rest of the year. So far things have gone well. The program is not that far off from Guiding which I have 10 years experience. I think I bring a lot of experience. We have 4 boys with 2 that should be coming up right away. The small group is both good and bad, good because the boys are HYPER, bad because it is harder to play games.
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